love...

Have you ever been in love with your best friend.?If yes then this is a story which you will understand..
There was a boy and a girl. they were best friends for years and years.they could talk hours on the phone and message each other for days.When they were together not a single sad thought could cross their minds.Everything was GREAT till ONE day.
The boy didn't pick up the phone or answer messages for a day.girl was worried that something was wrong.At night she couldn't sleep and was sitting in her room crying and it was then she realised how much he means to her.In the morning she woke up from a phone call.It was the boy.
Boy: Hey.
G: i'm so glad that you called me.!what happened with you yesterday?
B: i was busy.(Girl understood that something was wrong but couldn't ask.)
B: yoU know, we should stop talking.
G: what.?! but why.?
B: i'm sorry bye. (he closed the phone, it was like closing the door on her face.)Everything else just flashed in her memory.tears.Cars running by her.roof of some building.and a sunset..she couldn't understand why she was feeling so lonely.Empty.And sad.BROKEN.!it was the answer to everything.His words were pounding on her.her heart wanted to jump out.he was the ONE.".WHY.!"she screamed at the top of her voice.she decided to make a last try and get him back.she called him. he PICKED UP.
G: hi.
B: why are you calling.?!
G: i need to tell you something.
B: go ahead.
G: i just wanted you to know one thing before we stop talking.B: tell me.
G: you know in these days, I realised how much you mean to me.I love yoU.(he disconnected the phone.).Something broke inside of her.she did try. may be he doesn't really care about her.may be he wasn't her friend in the 1st place.tears were slowly running.she felt even worst.she left the house and left a note.5 hrs later..phone rang in boy's room, he picked up.it was girl's mom.she said that girl was in hospital. she was hit by a car.boy rushed to hospital.And there she was.she opened her eyes and called out his name.he came to her and took her hand.
B: I'm so sorry. it's all my fault.but i promise when you get better, I'll make it up to you.Girl was looking at him and tears were rolling down her cheeks.
G: I won't get better.
B: NO.! no don't say that.
G: just tell me one thing why did you do it?boy told her that he has heart problem and he didn't want her to be worried and there was risk that he could have died.
B: I did it because i love you.
G: i love you too.HER HEART STOPPED BEATING.boy died 10 minutes later from HEART attack.He couldn't live with the thought that she died because of him..if you love someone don't hold back your feelings.Jst told him hw much u love him n hw much u care 4 him..

answer...

Abb mein hassu yaa rounn... kucch samaj nahin aata... aisa lagta hain ek hi pal mein sab kuchh mere haath se le liya gaya... woh kehti hain.. ki nahin yeh possible hain mein kehta hunnn... meri nazroo se dekhkar dekh sab kuch possible hain.... mein uski har baaat ko respect karta hun... par yeh bhi hain ki mein usse khona nahin chahta... kehna ko hain ajeeb par abb agr GOD ne yehi socha hain toh mein kya kar sakta hunn...

mujhe pata hain time ki maarr hainn yeh aur kucchh nahin... par mein sirf usse yehi kehta hunn ki time hamesha ek jaisa nahin rehtaaa... phele bura time tha... aur abb jab wohhh accha aane ki koshish kar raha hain tohh humm uss time pe shakk karte hain... yaar yeh toh galat hain naa... hummm ek hi second mein soch lete hain ki zindagi aisi kyun hain yaa mein sahi nahin hunn uss k liye...

sirf ekk baat poochna chahta hunn ekk second k liye sab bhul jayeee kisse k baare mein naa sochee aur sochke dekhe ki uskooo sahi mein chaiyee kyaaa... iss zindagi see... ki kya importance hain meri uskii zindagii mein,.. par yeh wayda bhi hain usse agr abbb woh sahi mein mujhe bol degi kiii nahin aisa nahin ho saktaa jaise mein soch raha hun mein sahii mein uskke rastee mein nahi aaungaaa par sirf ekkk cheez kya yeh sahii hain kiii woh logo aur society k baare mein soch ke yeh bole ki yeh nahin hoo saktaa....

aiseee zindagi nahin chaltii.. har jagah har rozz kitne hiii kamine log milte hain... par hamein sirf wohii karna chaiye jo hummm chahte hainnn.... toh meri sirfff usse yehiii requst hain kiii dil se soche ki usse chaiyee kyaa...
kyunki mera iradhaa pakka hainnn... aur kasam mein mujhe kiii mein usse kabhi akela nahin hone dungaaa... kissi bhi time nahiiinnn ekk seconddd k liye bhii nahin...

Ae khuda agr tuu hain aur sunn raha hain maine tujse kabhi kucch nahin mangaa puri zindagi... paarrr aaj mein apni zindagii mang rahaa hun tujse manna mat kariyooo... warna mein sahii mein tuthhh jaungaa....

Check the link please the meaning of whole this blog is in this video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oCKaYcdufwU&feature=related

Zindagii...

Pheli baar socha maine iss zindagi mein kissi k baare mein par abb mujhe hi nahin pata kya hoga uss ek mere pyaare ko... mein yeh toh nahin janta ki bhagwaan ne mujhe kyun chuna usske liye par kya yehi meri sajah hain ki agr mein uske hi hisab se chala hun...

woh kehti hain maine aisa kyun likha... mein kehta hun agr aise naa likhun toh kya karun... mein nahin batana chata sabko jab tak woh ek banda haan naa kehde... par maine batay bhi unnn sabhi ko jo mere itne karibb hain ki jinse mein kuch nahin chupta..

usne yeh toh ehsaas kar liya ki mein bhi fake hun... par kya usne ek baar bhi yeh samjhne ki koshish ki ki mein fake nahin hun.. maine toh usse apne dost se bhi baat karne k liye kaha.. par mujhe pata hain woh kabhi nahin manegiii... abb mein kya karuunnn...

woh kehti hain usne puri duniyaa dekhi hain.. mein kehta hunn uss duniya mein ek ajeeb banda bhi hain jo uske liye kabhi bhi kuch bhi karne ko tayar hain... par mujhe pata hain abb woh mujpe kabhi believe nahin karegi..

par mein phir bhi kehta hun mein abhi bhi wohi hun jo phele tha sirf nazar badalne ki der hain ... kucch hi paloo mein aap kaise mujhe judge kar sakte ho... mein sirf wohi banda hun jisse aap pheli baar mile the...

phir bhi mein yehi chaunga ki agr aap meri wajah se aisa sochne pe majboor hue ho... toh mein apke raste mein phir naa aunga... par please mujhe maaf kardo.. isliye nahin ki apke mann mein ye khyaal aaya hain ki mein bhi galat hunnn... par isliye kyunki apne ek dam se hi faisla kar liya ki mein apke layak nahin hun....

bas mein sirf yehi kehna chahta hun.... ki mein apke raste mein kabhi nahin aaunga... pakka.... aur GOD se sirf yehi duaa karunga.. ki aap jahan bhi ho.. jiske saath bhi ho... aap khush rahooo...

Sapne Vs Zaroorat

Sapne ya Zaroorat - kya chaiye humein any idea???

Zaroori toh dono hi hain zindagi mein kyunki bina sapno ke hum jiii nahin sakte yeh life aur bina zaroorat k hamari bhuk nahin mithti... kya kare phir... socho socho...

Chalo chodo sochna ek ek karke dekhte hain kya kar sakte hum inn dono k saath...

Sapne - kehne ko hain jo hamare apne... dekhte hain har samay hum phir bhi nahin samjhte hum ki hamein kya chaiye...
spaney = khushi ... kahan gayi woh khushi agr humein sapney pure ho jaatein hain

problem yeh hain ki ek baar sapney puree ho gaye toh woh zaroorat mein badal jaate hain... bure ismein bhi kuch nahin hain par hamein sirf ek cheez ka dhyaan rakhna hain ki unn sapno ko +ve zaroorat hi bananaaa hain... yeh nahin ki hum bolo abb sapne pure toh ho rahe hain usse kuch galat kar daale..

kya milega yaar ek life hain jeelo muskralo sapne pure kar dalo aur apni zarrorato ko bhi naa kam hone do... par karo wohi jo tumhara mannn kaye... takii kal ko yeh naa ho ki tum socho ki yaar kaash maine yeh sapna naaa dekha hota.... spana tha toh kuch hi seconds ka... par uska outcome hamesha hi rehta hain...

toh sirf ek hi guzarish hain sapne dekho jispe tum kal ko khush ho sakoooo...  aur proud se kahooo yehhh maine jo socho wohi payaaa... aur ussi k saath mein khushh hun...

Agr sapne pure hogaye toh yeh meri gurantee hain ki zaroorate apne aap puri ho jayegi ... toh sochke dekho aaj se... hi ki kya sahi hain ya kya galat...

agr zaroorat hain kisiki kisike saath discuss karne ki mein hun tumhare saath hamesha... sirf ek awazz maarke dekho... wada hain apse aapko dusri baar sochna nahin padega ki "mujhe" kyunn bulaya...

shayari

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Khwaishon ki Udaan hoti hain bahut nirali,
Dikhlati hain Sapne baar baar yeh zindagi ki kahani...

Dil bolta hain chala chal yuhin,
Dekhte reh khwab tu yuhin,

Phir se ek aur maud aayega,
Zindagi yuhin samatte jayega,

Phir uggega suraj ek nahin roshni ke saath,
Kya pata phir se dikhlayega spane anekk mere yaar...




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Rehna hain.. Rehne do.. Jaise mein Hunn
Phir Chaiye mein Akela hi kyun nahin..


Socha tha jiyenge aise..
Par kya pata dil khil uthega aise..


Na Jaane woh kaunsa pagam ayega..
Jo sab kucch apne saath le jayega..


Phir chaiye honthon pe hasi.. ya dil mein pyaar..
kucch nahin hota yehi hain zindagi mere yaar..

Khushi

Khushi - The real Happyness

Aaj mein Khush hun isliye nahin kyunki kuch accha hua hain meri zindagi mein par mein khush isliye hun kyunki aaj woh ek banda khush hain - shayad meri hi wajah se par agr GOD hain toh mein hamesha yehi dua karunga ki tujhe iss ek bande ko saari zindagi itni khusiya deni hain ki tune kabhi kissi ko na di ho...

haan agr tujhe exchange offer karna hain toh meri khushiya le le yaar - par iss ek bande ko itni khushiyan de ki isse kabhi bhi yeh ehsaas na hoo ki gam kya hota hain...

jo ho chuka hain iski life mein, mein usse toh nahin badal sakta - par - bahut hi zaroori hain ki iski aane wali zindagi mein chaiye mein gatekeeper ka hi role ho mera  par mein isse hamesha khush rak sakoo

kya hain yaar yeh zindagi ek hi cheez mang raha hun - aur sahi mein mujhe woh chezez chaiye mere iss khas bande ke liye - kissi bhi kimat pe....

shayad tune sunna shuru kar diya hoga - par zaroori hain ki tu yeh meri ek lauti wish zaroor puri kareh..... taaki jab bhi chaiye ek hi pal ke liye kyun nahin agr iss bande ne mujhe yaad kar liya apni puri zindagi mein, mein samjhunga ki mujse luckiest banda nahin hain iss puri duniya mein....

toh ae khudha agr tu hainn toh aaj se hi lagg ja iss kaam mein..... :)

ek aur pal iss zindagi ka...lolll

Emotions - mein pichle do ghante se soch nahin pa raha hun ki mere dil mein kya hain .... mein physically toh yahan hun par phir bhi yahan nahun hun ---- aisa kyun hota hain ki mein naa chate hue uss ek bande ke itne karib ho gaya ki mujhe iss baat ka bhi ehsaas na ho saka....

mein samaj nahin pa raha hun ki mein kya karun --- bas akele duniya ke ek kone mein baithe hue sirf yeh soch raha hun ki apne emotions ko kaise control kar saku... mein thak gaya hun yaar iss life se...

maine manga kya hain thoda sa peace aur thodi si khushi woh bhi apne liye nahin apno ke liye.... aye khuda agr tu sahi mein toh madad kar mujhe iss dard se nikalne ki.... maine koi bura kaam nahin kiya aajtak par uski sajah aise toh naa de. ki mein puri tarah se tuthh jaun... aur kal ko tang aake kuch kar baithu

ek saal se uppar ho gaya mujhe apne liye ek parona dhundte hue -- par kya hua har baar girke apne aap ko bawkuf banata hun ki abb kuch accha hoga -- kya accha hoga yaar.... tang aa gaya hun mein innn sabse.....

agr yehi sab experiment karne the toh aur kisi ko hi yeh zindagi de deta.... maine toh sirf tujse 2 gazz khushi mangi thi aur tuuu woh bhi naa de saka....

har roz ekk naya sawal - phele wale solve hote nahin aur har baar ek aur......... bas kar bas kar apne bando ko itna mat satttttaaa kyunki agr tere iss bande ka dimag kharab ho gaya toh sahi mein yeh kuch kar baithega.......

koshish karta hun jeene ki par agr tu woh bhi naaa manne toh mein kya karun...... baksh de mujhe --- mere purane paapo ki sajah abb mat de.... duniya bhr mein hum insaniyat ka patt padate hain par abb tujhe kiss cheez ka patth padaun ki jisse tujhe samaj aajaye ki abb tere iss bande ki dukh sahne ki vaaladity khatam ho gayai hain aur agr jaldi kuch naaa kara gaya yeh expire ho jayega....

tunne insaan banake sahi mere liye bahut galat faisla liya isse accha toh tha tu mujhe ..................
please daya kar........ mein sahi mein abb aur nahin seh sakta --- har second sirf yeh sochna ki aaj ka din kaisa hoga...... maaf kar mein nahin sochna chahta abbb...

mein sahi mein keh raha hun agr mere mann uth gaya tujse toh kasam hain mujhe mein teri chaukat pe saari zindagi nahin aaunga... bas kar abb mujhe yeh sajaa dena... please... tujhe jis language mein samaj aata hain usmein samajle... tere iss bacche ko abb azadi chaiye har cheez se free rehne ki azaadi........