Pheli baar socha maine iss zindagi mein kissi k baare mein par abb mujhe hi nahin pata kya hoga uss ek mere pyaare ko... mein yeh toh nahin janta ki bhagwaan ne mujhe kyun chuna usske liye par kya yehi meri sajah hain ki agr mein uske hi hisab se chala hun...
woh kehti hain maine aisa kyun likha... mein kehta hun agr aise naa likhun toh kya karun... mein nahin batana chata sabko jab tak woh ek banda haan naa kehde... par maine batay bhi unnn sabhi ko jo mere itne karibb hain ki jinse mein kuch nahin chupta..
usne yeh toh ehsaas kar liya ki mein bhi fake hun... par kya usne ek baar bhi yeh samjhne ki koshish ki ki mein fake nahin hun.. maine toh usse apne dost se bhi baat karne k liye kaha.. par mujhe pata hain woh kabhi nahin manegiii... abb mein kya karuunnn...
woh kehti hain usne puri duniyaa dekhi hain.. mein kehta hunn uss duniya mein ek ajeeb banda bhi hain jo uske liye kabhi bhi kuch bhi karne ko tayar hain... par mujhe pata hain abb woh mujpe kabhi believe nahin karegi..
par mein phir bhi kehta hun mein abhi bhi wohi hun jo phele tha sirf nazar badalne ki der hain ... kucch hi paloo mein aap kaise mujhe judge kar sakte ho... mein sirf wohi banda hun jisse aap pheli baar mile the...
phir bhi mein yehi chaunga ki agr aap meri wajah se aisa sochne pe majboor hue ho... toh mein apke raste mein phir naa aunga... par please mujhe maaf kardo.. isliye nahin ki apke mann mein ye khyaal aaya hain ki mein bhi galat hunnn... par isliye kyunki apne ek dam se hi faisla kar liya ki mein apke layak nahin hun....
bas mein sirf yehi kehna chahta hun.... ki mein apke raste mein kabhi nahin aaunga... pakka.... aur GOD se sirf yehi duaa karunga.. ki aap jahan bhi ho.. jiske saath bhi ho... aap khush rahooo...
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